what makes her your dream and your fantasy? :)
because i can't remember when it was me...

haha. i love that part of the song, ''when it was me''
it just reminds of of the wonderful things in life.
just like today, i met my pri sch best friend, Sarah Kim! :D
yeepe, i was like so happy. hahas, but crap, forgot to give her a puffy huggie be4 she left.
cos she tmw heading to taiwan. omg, its Zann's favourite place>>her luo zi xiang over there!
xD
and she'll be there for a week. same like me when i went to suzhou! i hope she'll enjoy herself.
teehee. taiwan was a place i wanted to go too. but china's on my list as well. and i went there indeed. finally! going overseas with friends had been the best things in my life since i was born.
i totally love it and i really pray hard to God that he'll make it possible again. ^^
NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE. AND YOU CAN DO IT THROUGH CHRIST WHO STRENGTHENS US.
i love these 2 quotos. they give me the motivation&determination to do it. just like playing the x-box game today, my brother and cousin were like saying u can't make it. yr soldiers will turn against you. you confirm die de. blahblahblah....i was like damn. why destroy the hope i haf in me. at least to me, die with glory and honour. &&& i DID IT! (:(:(:(;(:(:(:(; i was like fighting to the very end until time out. serously, after playing, my hands n7umb le. hahas. guess i press too hard the controller for too long. they were kinda surprised i could hold out for so long. aiya, my guan yu is the best lah. just that i hate the part of him being fat and heavy, not fat. erm, muscular?! run so slow=.=lll den enemies always catch up so fast. it was a great game!
& today we didn't go cycling cos the weather was freakking hot. like so sunny and i bet u can cook a egg there on the roadside. though i love the sky view but the temperature is kinda high until i bathe like 2 times!? usually i bathe once. haha. i'm a dirty girl u may think. wadever.
then. now i'm supposed to pack my things fro tmw's dance outing!!!!! YAY! finally my wish is coming true. me and denise spent loads of time cracking our brains to come up with. if it didn't suceed tmw, i'll seriously faint on the spot. haha. sounded that serious yea. today was real tiring. i had group meeting for sec 1 orientation and then met up with denise to tok bout it. we sms-ed and called. even use public phone! ><
then we went for lunch. she ate kfc i ate subway. we talked and saw a lot too. at the level 3, there was some event and a few handicap ppl sitting on wheelchairs came. most were kids, i was shocked. i kept looking at them, they looked happy. in which me and denise kinda puzzled. but i realised. maybe they don't noe their future yet. them being innocent and thinking sitting on wheelchair can wheel here and there is fun, but they never know they may noe be able to stand up forever. i was quite sad upon thinking that. i hope God will be with them. Bless them. :)
so yup, i got to go pack my things. seriously luan dao very irritating. it kinda pissed me off. haha
love ya everybody! sarangheiyo

LALALA. i've been so busy today. feel like dying.
packing all the stuffs until no time for discussion for this thur's thingy. :(
i hate it. i'm like some busy business woman goin crazy over planning of things.
darn it ;X
but then with God on my side and my lucky leaf necklace, things are getting better and not so out of hand. :)
so like my whole day today is booked. pack finish, den clean up my table. go bank withdraw 100 bucks return my parents. aiya den after that i got to at least do some work or think of smth. for the planning, it's driving me crazy!
& somemore tmw i got so many things to do too, got group meeting for the discussion bout the sec orientation and another private meeting for this thur thingy. then got to stay at home cos sarah need to collect her winter clothes from me. haiz, i'll miss the puffy jacket the most!!!!!
:(
k, so i got to go now. damn it. i wanna rest longer. but i got too many things!

:) Yeppe! i bought a black dress and a smiling face necklace to wear for ms foo's wedding!
hahas. i've been like so frustrated for days, thinking bout wwad am i goin to wear.
well, now i can heave a sign of relief. but yet i've not told me mum. afraid too.
i was like telling myself i think i'm not goin to buy any new clothes for the rest of the year. :X
but then life has been good for me, i have to admit. thanks to my dance mates;D
I FELT REALLY HAPPY FOR THW WHOLE OF LAST WEEK!!!
i kept smiling like a fool and it freaked them out. ahahs.
that kind of feeling is like so hard to describe. there's this kind fo sweet feeling in me~
i really love it.
oh yup, i'm really looking forward to this week. there's goona be loads of things happening. is like so little time to plan. damn.
anw, i got to discuss the plans with jackqueline. haha. i guess i'll have to sms her. but i prefer tok by phone. it makes the discussion easier and fast. oh and i haven done a single piece of hw. crap shit.
is like going to end of nov le. aiyaya. i go no mood to do! i haven even pack finish all the garbage. haven even buy my sec 3 boooks. pathetic. ><
so now qi gu and javier is at our house. they playing stress and watching tv now?!
oh and u guys go check out facebook, hahas. there are videos and pictures uploaded.
when we were in dance camp, we were too bored and thus camwhoree! [:
life was terrible yet awesomee during those days.
&&& some goody news! I'M PART OF ODT!!!!!!!!! (: *for now*
we practiced lots and mr tan changed most steps. until i was like dying cos of tiredness. last sat was like my worst day. first time joining yet first time heartwarming experience.
and i've really got many problems to solve currently. gosh! i kinda hate it.
okay, i shall do up my old blog back to life. haha. i dun wan to destroy all the past memories. maybe some time.
k, may i pray that my mum dun scold me for buying the dress! (:

lalala! now i'm with sharene. hahas.
we are playing boxhead 2 currently. her lappy kinda lag. but its okay, haha(:
we like super fast lah. level 13 i think. teehee.
and i think sharene going to learn some new games that i'm going to introduce to her.
yeepe! (:
alright, later we'll go to this fashion and see what dresses we wan. haha. i hope by ms foo's wedding, we'll get wad we wan. cos i next whole week got dance camp and by next fri, sha's going to china; beijing. haiz, so like got no time to shop for clothes:X
and erm, i'm getting freaking irritated. asshole uncle. haha. sha's calling him an idiot.
anw, he's gone for good. now we can continue playing! haha
tata:D

yayaya! i'm back from china! :D
WOOTS. haha. i'm happy but sad as well.
anw, this is like 5 days since i came back, sorry for not blogging earlier.
but i've been pretty lazy. slacking.
& of corz the trip to suzhou for 8 days was AWESOMEEE:)
the days spent there was really great. memorable.
and yea for that whole trip, my room mate was Zann aka Zi An aka Zi Ying.
:]
oh yup, forgot to say. i made two new buddies. they are han jin fang and fei liang yan. they are very nice and its a pleasure to meet them. ok i think the photos i shall all post on facebook. and some on blogger yea. some time.
cos now i seriously wanna go bathe. after learning the wondergirls dance, i sweat so much and stink.
okay, so shall catch up later!

PUFFY'S GOING OFF FOR NOW~