damn it. i now feeling really moody.
:(
haiz, seriously i keepthinking about it and it reallt makes me feel so left out in the group and really, its like u guys only approach me when u find there's nothing to do or like find me so lonely and pathetic sitting alone at one side. i really cannot take it anymore!!!!!!!!!! :( wo zhen de yao beng quai le. seeing u two together so close is actually ok with me, but like after a while, i find myself so close to u yet our hearts are so far apart. i dun mind like u guys being so close but seriously i felt so left out. i wanna cry out loud!!!!!!!!! ><
u guys are bfgf. but yet somehow u claimed i was yr baby one day and the next i'm a stranger. a nobody. i hate it. i hate this god damn feeling alright.
and then u guys tease me sometimes, ok i'm fine with it but then somehow later i dislike it okay. and yr councillor calling. u two became so close until i feel myself a di san zhe. an extra freak trying to fit in when me myself noe there's o room for me at all. seriously, continue with yr beef wadever thingy, just that one day i'll go crazy...

p.s: i just hope that one day i'll get hit be a car and go to hospital. that's all what i wish for for now. (: